I will never be that person who stands out and draws attention and gets people wanting to get know me more. I will always be that girl who just stands in the background and gets ignored and missed and never known. This makes me very sad. I think we all want to be special. I guess it's just very disheartening to realize that I'm not special. I try really hard to make friends, and lately I've been trying extra hard, but I just can't seem to get it right. I feel like I just annoy everyone and they would prefer I not bother them. Maybe I should just accept this. I'd rather not force anyone to be my friend. Well, anyways, I haven't really posted in a long time, I've been out of town and just had a lot of school work to do. This is a really pointless thing to write though anyway because I don't think anyone really reads this. Anyways, until next time.
Rav
